150 cc's! (Pics)

This last inflation felt a bit different than previously.  I kind of felt myself blowing up with saline and it was more painful than previously and it lasted about 2 days.  I feel my range of movement decreasing and because of the pain (and exhaustion) I didn't go to physical therapy.  Sleeping has been a bit more uncomfortable too; laying on my back is the only position that isn't painful.  I USE to be a stomach sleeper!  lol

Each week is a little different than the previous - physically and emotionally.  I try to stay strong, but honestly, my self esteem is decreasing.  I don't want to say it is because of my physical appearance, even though I want to lose weight but because I can't do a lot of things, especially exercise.  Its is getting hot here in Vegas, I love this weather.  I love being by the pool in the sun and I can't because of my antibiotics, it specifically advises to stay out of direct sunlight.  I love playing softball and that reason is obvious as to why I can't play .. for a while and right now seems like it is going to take way too long.  Sometimes I get sharp pains in my breast and I feel uncomfortable when I am at work because I hold myself in hopes that it will go away.  I feel like I am going to get written up because I am essentially feeling my self up at work (that part is a little funny). 

Even though I have these downs my attitude does go back up.  With all of these hurdles previously and the ones that I will face, I have no regrets.  Given the chance, I would do this all again.  Its worth not having the risk of breast cancer over your head.

Now on to the pictures... it doesn't seem like a huge difference, but I feel that it is!